5 petals

so at last you decide decide a death of defeat. you must be holding a syringe, or standing in the edge, maybe holding a handful of pills, or scuffing the rope around your neck. murmuring a senseless intelligence forcing hard to interpret, making yourself believe that your are doing justice, a fear justice hoping the world will sympathy or may appreciate your intellects, intellects which guides you all through your life to present you with the last option suicide. oh! my wrong perception its not at all your intellects, other's intellects and bounds make you to CHOOSE, CHOOSE to live a life, a life less of life lead to loose life. you know why it happens because you cowardly compromise, compromise with the very concept. you are here for 75 years, before birth nobody knows you after death nobody will pay you. the pride, ego, self respect were never known to you at the time of birth and years later and will never bother you after death. the way of living is just a perception not a regu...

its long since i have written something.... actually i was on a vacation. A vacation full of adventure and unpredictable events. Here is something to catch up with, i hope u will enjoy..... it was Monday 16th of July. the sensation was high since morning because the journey toward home was about to begin today. at last i was in the station waiting for the train impatiently looking at my watch again and again. i took a bread omlet and start eating, meanwhile the train arrives at station. as like always i beg god to get me a seat near some sweet lovely girl in my last journey. last journey is because my father gets posted to jammu and this was the last journey to northeast by this train. after all i board this particular train 13 times in last 3 years. this time my luck flourish and a cute girl was next to my seat in my berth. anyway she was sleeping the next whole day. in the evening when she woke up i asked her and get to know that she is ill. another day passed and now when she woke i...